A Confession

I wrote something in my note book, some quotes that i believed can encourage me in my daily life.

1) Learn to say ' I Can' instead of 'I Can't'.
2) Failure is not falling down; you fail when you didn't get up.
3) Don't be surprised to discover that luck favors those who are prepared.
4) Refuse to set limitations on yourself.
5) They can do all because they think they can.

Wow..all these quotes are good, and NOT BELONG ME, no copyright intended.
Incredibly, after three years of writing those quotes, i never once do that in my life, instead of saying 'I Can' , i always say 'I Can't'.
Well, one good thing in these three year is i changed to become more optimistic, but i also become more lazy with my optimistic thinking ' why force yourself to do it, when you don't like it'..and eventually, i lost my motivation to pursue my dream. Dream? did you just said that?? What is my dream suppose to be?? Well..You said that you need time to find your dream, but that was only an excuse, a way for you to escape from the reality..



So, this is just a confession to blog. Wow, is great doing this, isn't it? will someone ever read this?? haha, well, if someone did, no worry right, cause they never going to know is Me in the real life. =P

No title.

Recently i feel like i am a full-time freeloader at home..My holiday started in may and will end in september..Within this period, i planned my schedule, went to school submitted my proposal to my supervisor, worked part-time job at the mall for 5 days, went travel at Jakarta, indonesia..and my next schedule will be traveling to Singapore and KL soon..

Now, is early june, since i ended my part-time job in 5th of june, went to KKIF movie festival until 9th of june, waiting my singapore trip in 19th june...Between this 10 days...What i did is surf the internet, watching drama..listen to music..do what i like to do...and EAt..

Somehow, this is the life i want, enjoy and nothing to worry about..BUT, life is bored that way..cause 24 hours staying at home, then when i wake up in the morning, i go down looking for breakfast, when is noon, is time for lunch and when is night is dinner..3 meals in a day or more, but i did nothing like exercise...what a lazy bumm i am..

Somehow, i read some article in Star, watching live show of my favourite idol B2st, then i learned that 'free time' didnt exist in their time..Maybe im the lucky one, staying at home..sleeping, eating and all the expense paid by my parents, and i didnt realize or want to make use of my time..

People success because they put lots of effort in making their dream come true.
Dare to dream, cause only dream will push you in achieving it.
Instead of looking how success other people are, maybe we should take our step to success?

Somehow,i wonder, what is my dream?future?what will i do if tomorrow is the end of the world?
I just couldn't get the answer right. =)

I like bob hair~

New hairstyle for the author..i guess is bob again....
hahaha, back to short bob hair is really comfortable , easy to take care..no more dandruff problem, and no more sweating!! the weather is really hot now, so having short bob hair the best choice for the author~ ;)

P/S: Happy to get a neat and cheap haircut~

End of the day, 21st may 2011.

I remember once when our japanese lectrurer, N.Sensei asked us what are we going to do when it is the end of the day...she said that she will stay together with her family, well..everyone will do that and the same for me..But, indeed..i choose another answer which is to spend all the money i have..

When i heard from my mum said that today will the end of the day and i checked through the net..and then when i remember what i said during the class.but for .now, i don't even have the money to spend..because i still don't have a real job to earn money, i don't have a house or even my own car..So, is this prediction gonna be true?

HArold camping state that today will be the end of the day, 21st may 2011 at 6pm..he is 89 years old now, and he did his prediction according to what had written in the bible..although he did a prediction in year 1994 and it turn out he is wrong, again he is making another prediction..

Well..somehow, i tired of thinking the end of the day, there is someday where the world will end and it is not something that we can deal with it..so, just accept it and when everything is end, a new beginning will start.

p/S: i don't think the world will end just like that...it will end more like in slow motion..disaster happening, serious diseases spreading and all sorts of weird phenomena is going to happen..is it better if the world just end in a glimpse of time rather than end it with suffering..=)

Biotech NIgth 2011 at Promenade Hotel

The first year (only few of them), second year (the author batch -25 person) and all the third year and lecturers group photos for biotech night 2011 at promenade hotel.


Biotech night 2011 was organized by our senior..and we the 2nd year tag along and wish all the best for our seniors ^^

Wow!! never expect promenade hotel serve big portion and tasty food..and only rm46 per person..is better than i expected. Nice job!!

With our coursemates~ everyone look pretty!

well, suppose there are 5 of us (close one)come together to the biotech nite, but it end up only 3 of us..and 3 of this silly girls like to take pictures a lot. hahaa;)

Let me introduce~ bishojou ichi = wern-cui san, she really look cute and funny at the same time, and she like to emo while taking picture...hahah, hardly grab her individual picture...;)

Bishojou ni = Joan Chang, another Kawaii girl here, she really look like princess that day, see she is wearing the princess skirt, plus a shiny hairband and a gold key necklace..^o^



Hahah..and lots of emo pictures of us ;)

Finally, kono hito wa the author desu..actually she really like taking nice picture and have a nice day going to the nite with friends . =D

Biotechnology night UMS 2011 is nice and the author wish all the best for the seniors!! =D
Pictures all taken on: 9th of April 2011.

Kundasang, Sabah.

For the past two weeks, we did a 2 days 1 night group video shooting at a place named 'Kundasang' in Sabah. We did have a great time visiting beautiful places at Kundasang. We went to Kinabalu Park, Desa Farm, Sabah Tea Garden, Luanti Fish Village and also Kundasang Memorial Park. I was so excited to go those places with my group members and we did take lots of pictures.

Group photos taken at each place we went to.Kundasang Memorial Park. From left: The author, Jywe Fui, Poh Yee, Kayne Lee, Kein Ing.

Luanti Fish Village.
Sabah Tea Garden.

Sabah Tea Garden.
Desa Milk Farm.

Kinabalu park.

At the road along the way to The hotel at the top..wat the name already..forgotten...Our brave jywe fui-san ask those two japanese tourist to take a photo with us since we are doing japanese video shooting project..^^
Trio~ So nice if we are staying there, the cottage house behind us..it looks beautiful ^^

Hahaha...two of them are excited too when we reach there, check-in hotel..

Two emo girl...

A pair of couple~







And more and more pictures..4 girls 1boy in the group...hehee.poor guy, well, he is photographer for all the gurl in this picture. =)







View at Desa Farm~ the place is nice and there are many Mooo(Cow)....





So..this is what it looks like..the Sabah tea field.






Fish Massage is Here!!! This is view of Lunati fish Village~









This is Kundasang Memorial park~

End.

Recently, she got into many problems..

she can't really relax herself anymore..Is hard and why?
she don't have the mood, the feeling and she always in depress..why is it so hard to be strong?

She hate this life! She don't want to be like this! Why everything is getting on her way?
The story end here.

- all i can do for japan is pray.